Dear wife
I was cleaning the house over the weekend (yes, surprise, me cleaning) when I came across our wedding album. And I can’t believe how much I cried as I relived through those amazing moments one more time.
You looked so pretty, like a bright star in the sky. My heart started beating so hard while I went through the photos. I enjoyed remembering. I enjoyed those beautiful moments. The flowers, the car, the band, the beautiful hall. But nothing compares to the glitter of beauty in your eyes.
I called you that night, I missed you. I barely had enough breath to articulate few words out.
You weren’t there
Or you didn’t answer
You can ask my pillow about my tears
I miss you, Ishta2tellek.
Yours
The guy who discovered your eyes
PS: If you’re interested to know, I’m fine! I lost some weight, but I’m fine, I’m painfully still alive
9 Comments
November 13, 2007 at 4:49 am
That’s really touching. Good luck with everything!
November 13, 2007 at 6:54 am
you truly love her…inshalla things will be great between you 2.
November 13, 2007 at 9:02 am
WOW angry, I thought ….. never mind .. Allah yhanneekom ya rab
November 13, 2007 at 12:11 pm
sweet,good luck.
November 13, 2007 at 8:09 pm
Inshallah when she comes back, she’ll be a new women. You never know.. keep praying, it could happen. Allah yhaneekom inshallah
November 14, 2007 at 12:20 am
I have a few questions for you angry, feel free not to answer them.
Why wouldn’t she talk to you when you call her?
Do you have up and down or its always down?
Has she called you since she left? or has she ever called you at work to say I missed you,,,
Have you tried to be the MAN “not C Sayyed version though” and let her be the woman? you seem to be playing the roles of both -no offense intended- bathing kids, cleaning, cooking, even crying. I am not against men helping out, but kl shee b ma7aloh 7elo!
Maybe she doesn’t like you to be the gentle loving husband, some women enjoy it when their husbands are tough or beat them, SOME DO! and they would say habeeb albi bedrobni la innoh be7obni “7abatoh 2erdeh” :D)
November 14, 2007 at 4:08 am
Thank you all for the warm wishes.
Yes, DisappointedWife, she has called me back. This morning actually. She was busy and the kids were driving her up the walls.
We did have our great moments but lately things have not been going that great.
Violence is not the answer in my book. I might get frustrated and shout at times. But physical violence is A NO-NO. And I would never lay a finger on her.
I prefer to vent out here, and shout at myself instead of betraying a principle as important as that.
November 14, 2007 at 7:45 pm
When did I say beat your wife?!!!!
I didn’t
Would I consider you a man if you did so? NO, BIG FAT NO! only males who look-alike-men do that, there is a big difference between being a male and being a MAN!
But at least try to be tough, she is spoiled lady Angry, I know that you do love her, but if she doesn’t do what mothers should do, then she doesn’t care.
You work hard to support her, she has to take care of the house and kids.
If she has a job, then help out 50-50, you don’t wake up and she sleep bla bla bla unless it’s your turn, but seems you don’t have turns you are assigned to do it all.
Vent all you want, it’s your blog, your rules, I was just wondering that’s all!
November 14, 2007 at 11:23 pm
people don’t value what they have.. until they lose it!
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