Kids,
Daddy misses you. I can still hear the echos of your laughter around the house.
I walk around with tearful eyes, picking up your toys that you left behind and keeping them in your rooms. I wish I can close my eyes and open those doors only to see you greet me with the brightest smile. The smiles that made all that pain tolerable.
I’m all alone with out you my dears and no matter what happens I will always love you.
My eyes are burning like fire and I just can’t stop my tears over the flesh that was snatched out of my body. There’s nothing I can do.
I just can’t find a single reason for all of this pain. There’s nothing, absolutely NOTHING in the whole world that is worth a single moment of pain that you are going through. My pain is even greater.
Forgive me my dears, it’s all my fault. I made the worse decision choosing your mother. It’s all my fault. Trying to fix it just doesn’t work.
Very Lovingly,
your Baba
9 Comments
January 4, 2008 at 5:35 am
You almost made me crying when i read your stories. One word you must get married ASAP. otherwise you will destroy your life.Allah puts us in different test, you should watch people sufferin in palestine for example,there is a 3 yeras old kid in prison since he was born. Your kids will take different directions when they are in 20th and leave the house for education and make thier own fmaily.
I am sorry to say that you should move on and think about the future. Your ex is using your kids to hurt you. Do not let her to enjoy that.There are people who have pain in their hand or leg and the only to get rid of this pain by cutting them.
Your kids are importnat in your life but when you get crasy , you would not help and support them.
Your kids are importnat in your life but when you get crasy , you would not help and support them.
Leave the state and find new life away from your ex and your kids. If the law and system forbid you to see them what you are doing there. You have to find a new women and have kids with her.
Do not lose your faith in women, you are a reason for marrying that women.
You have to make a good research and ask and take your time to find your wife.
January 4, 2008 at 9:02 am
I am actually crying…I don’t like to lecture others…but I don’t thik that you should marry now…you have to take your time..
I really have no words…but I will tell you something…read Quran and pray…Alla will help you pass thru this..he is the only one can help you now…just ask him.
January 4, 2008 at 3:16 pm
Marry? Again?!!
No sane person on the face of this planet would do it once and still go through the same crazy madness again.
I tried my luck once. And that is it. Now, I’m just going to wait for death to come marching in …. and get me out of this dreadful life
January 4, 2008 at 3:56 pm
I know you don’t want to hear any suggestions…and you might have already tried this one, but its worth a shot!
Why don’t you both raise each of the kids? I know she will not agree but you can try! Don’t give up so fast!Keep trying every week by emailing her,calling her, pestering her emotionally,etc.etc.
The pain of divorce wont be so bad if you raise your kid!
January 4, 2008 at 4:02 pm
She enjoyed taking them away … Do you think she will let go of her “Right”?
I begged her and almost kissed her feet to keep the children but she didn’t even bother hearing me
January 4, 2008 at 4:15 pm
Hey…
things get better. just hang in there and don’t do anything too stupid…
January 4, 2008 at 8:02 pm
When i told to get married again because it was for two reasons: 1) you need to start a new life because there is no hope to wait a charity from your ex 2) it is kind of revenge to humiliate your ex. Women only can get nerve other women.
You are a man and should take a new step in your life.
I have got feeling that you are still in love with your ex.if you are,i need to remind you we are arabs we could lose our money family but we die for our pride and dignity.
January 4, 2008 at 8:50 pm
My children are worth more than my pride and dignity! A moment with them… is worth a lifetime of dignity!
I don’t want to marry again! EVER!
I’m not interested in revenge
January 5, 2008 at 5:57 am
OH. This was heartbreaking
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