Rants of an Angry husband

3AM: She called

Hysterical

Screaming

And broke up in tears

She can’t handle it any more, she cant’ take it anymore.

She now knows how much I spoiled her

She now know, he was only sweet talking her

She wants us back

Now I know why everything happened!

She fell for a lie

She wasn’t all that great to begin with. With someone whispering sweet nothing in her ear. She went crazy

He dumped her

His gift for me this valentine!

She, finally, admitted it

After turning our dream to a nightmare

And worse

I’ll be in Amman for Valentine’s

I didn’t see that coming!

Kids, daddy is on his way

Somehow, this is the best thing to do for people suffering like me

I’ve been working for 18 hours everyday, working the weekends.

Today, we’re snowed in, and I can’t get to work. I’m already jumping up the walls

Kids… Daddy misses you so much

Hi Kids, it’s baba

I woke up this morning to find the whole backyard covered with snow. It was so beautiful, and reminded me of the times we spent playing in the snow. The little snow angels we made, the snow cones, and good old snow man. The little jazara wouldn’t stick Remember?

I keep roaming the house, seeking your smell, it’s there, i know it. I just can’t find you.

I rolled my self in your blankets, and decided, I’m not going to work today. I have way too many memories to catch up on.

It’s so cold without your laughs and giggles around this house.

Your mommy called, she asked me how I was for the first time in 3 years I guess. I don’t know what was she expecting? Yeah, I’m great, everything is gorgeous and peachy. But at least, I heard your voices and that’s enough.

I’ll have chicken nuggets at burger-king, just like you like …

baba loves you kids… baba loves you

Dear Women

You’re ALL THE SAME, you’re all evil. Every single one of you is evil.

It beats me, why every woman has a little devil inside, and for all the abused women out there. You deserve it! You all deserve it. That’s all you deserve.

Liars, cheaters and nothing but evil

I hate you all

Kids,

Daddy misses you. I can still hear the echos of your laughter around the house.

I walk around with tearful eyes, picking up your toys that you left behind and keeping them in your rooms. I wish I can close my eyes and open those doors only to see you greet me with the brightest smile. The smiles that made all that pain tolerable.

I’m all alone with out you my dears and no matter what happens I will always love you.

My eyes are burning like fire and I just can’t stop my tears over the flesh that was snatched out of my body. There’s nothing I can do.

I just can’t find a single reason for all of this pain. There’s nothing, absolutely NOTHING in the whole world that is worth a single moment of pain that you are going through. My pain is even greater.

Forgive me my dears, it’s all my fault. I made the worse decision choosing your mother. It’s all my fault. Trying to fix it just doesn’t work.

Very Lovingly,

your Baba

The party was awesome! I had so much fun!

Everything was perfect, we danced till 2 AM, then we had an after party at the house of one of the chicks! It was amazing!

We all got so hammered and and ended up playing some crazy games!

I finally know what twister means! It wasn’t that easy. Especially half drunk and completely naked and covered with KY Jelly! I played with couple of the chicks and by the time we were over… I almost threw up! But it was fun! Jenny, you stink LOL! I’ll post some pictures later.

Hope everyone had an awesome new year, except for one bitch, she can go to hell and burn!

I’m still hung over from all the booze! I don’t even know how I dragged my self to work today!!

But looks like no body’s here, everyone is still out!

Can’t wait for Karaoke night tomorrow …

My Dear Ex wife,

Thank you very much for planning that elaborate scheme to drag me to Jordan and get me through the hell you just put me through.

I didn’t expect the love of my life to do this to me!

I knew we were having issues, and I knew you were so mean… But I didn’t know you were so full of hatred and so mean.

I’ve seen dogs who had more compassion towards their mates and children than you.

But hey, you know what? I’m way better off without you. I met a girl on the flight back and guess what, I will soon be UPGRADING to a decent, cuter, younger, prettier, more educated wife. So eat your heart out and enjoy your freedom.

The freedom, that I paid so dearly for you to enjoy.

I forgive you for everything you’ve done to me, but I will never forgive you for what you’ve done to our children.

May god curse you till the end of times

Your ex fool

Dear Wife,

I’m so glad you’re feeling better now. You can’t imagine how I felt when I heard the news that you were rushed to the hospital with a suspected appendicitis

The guys at United Airlines upgraded me to a Business class seat, and so did RJ. I didn’t even feel or know what was going on around me. I found my self by your bed

Thank god for your safety.

I’ll leaving back in to the US in couple of days. I will miss you and the kids so much

Your loving husband!

PS: Thanks Qwaider for your help. I’ll see you on Sunday

Dear Wife

It’s been so long. And it’s getting so cold over here. The house. The bed. Everything is just too cold.

Missing you took a new dimension to me. It feels like pain, like suffocating. It’s so difficult without you around.

I’m so happy we had that long heart-to-heart talk over the phone. I know you’re stressed out. And I know you’re grieving over your loss. I want to be as supportive and understanding in your moment of your weakness. I wish I could be there with you.

I wish I could just see you for a minute. Touch your face. Rub your hands like you used to like me to do. I miss smelling you in the house. I miss our long drives by the lake, drinking coffee and just unwinding. I even miss our endless fights

Everything around here feels much darker than usual. Tasteless, empty and cold. The whole place awaits your fire to kick-start it back to life

Kiss our angels good night from baba. As for you, I’m keeping all your kisses here. Safe with me. You’ve saved a bunch now.

Agonizingly missing you

Your loving hubby

Dear wife

I was cleaning the house over the weekend (yes, surprise, me cleaning) when I came across our wedding album. And I can’t believe how much I cried as I relived through those amazing moments one more time.

You looked so pretty, like a bright star in the sky. My heart started beating so hard while I went through the photos. I enjoyed remembering. I enjoyed those beautiful moments. The flowers, the car, the band, the beautiful hall. But nothing compares to the glitter of beauty in your eyes.

I called you that night, I missed you. I barely had enough breath to articulate few words out.

You weren’t there

Or you didn’t answer

You can ask my pillow about my tears

I miss you, Ishta2tellek.

Yours

The guy who discovered your eyes

PS: If you’re interested to know, I’m fine! I lost some weight, but I’m fine, I’m painfully still alive